So tired

So very very tired

every morning it seems I have to wake up before I'm done sleeping

All getting weary inside too and I say not yet the year is only just begun, but I wish to rest if just for one minute if only in a song if only for now.
On thursday the oldest woman I ever knew died, ninety seven years and somehow we always thought she would live a hundred more. I didn't cry until today.

Surely we must be strong and courageous.